And I completely understand that whole, "I can't afford therapy" thing. With a cash pay visit to a pdoc who is obviously a very rich man an about three visits to my therapist in the last month, I am spent. She wanted me,to come back in 2-3 days but we settled on next week. My pdoc wants me to come back in 3 weeks. I have no idea where this money is coming from, but I really need to go.