Its hard for me to take.My eldest son who is caring
for my youngest son has given in to pressure in his
life. I am crying right now.
I rang him up at 3.30pm Saturday in Australia.
It was in his voice.He was stoned. He got freaked
out when I asked him. He was seeing demons or
whatever because he had taken LSD. Before he
had taken DXM (dexxies). He said that would
never happen again. Now Ive caught him on LSD.
He's nearly 26 and he's had heaps of pressure on himself
lately. But now it could be said of his friend who suicided
that it led to K's downfall.K is biting the dust.
Me having done same at 18 years of age and an alcoholic
for 10 years this is also tremendous pressure on me.
I won't say I won't give in because it can happen to anyone
but I hope my friends pray for me and my 2 sons.
I can't tell my mum it would kill her.K is her first born grand
child.
Sorry for this but ....WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY and
so on. Please anyone out there struggling to not give in
to pressure...courage and strength and encouragement
and prayers and hugs.