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Cyran0 said:

As clowns go, I'm the crying on the inside kind and it's amazing how few people realize it.

Cyran0

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Those remind me of the song Tears of a Clown...
O and who said the world is but a stage???? We are all on the stage giving the performance of our life and sometimes we get so caught up in a character or moment we fail ourselves. We fail to see who or what we are, we only see what we have become or 'made' ourselves.

And why shouldn't you want to put work into yourself to get you where every day you wake up excited and happy and don't have to look for the little things to make you happy enough to get through day by day, Bluesguy??????? Why does it have to be so much work?? How much time has gone by and how has each day corroded until you are who you are now...it is time. I know I shouldn't be talking like this as I hardly follow what I say...the old 'do as i say not as i do...' but every day I DO get up and I face myself in the mirror and I am forced to deal with myself...So for now I am a work in progress and I hope yall become one too. Don't cheat yoruself or the family (Cyran0) in your life any longer!! We can do it...

ok, my little rant is over just as this song fades away and the night wraps its icy tendrils around my head pulling me once more into the dark abyss of my soul leaving me reeling once more in the folds of isolation and lonliness of self imprisonment and misery. Woe to the weary wanderer who enters my neck of the woods where the dark and dreary mires snag and pull at you...

OOPSSSS There I go, the ever present writer screaming for release of which I continually deny.... melanie