yesterday went to see a possible place to move.

sadly, even though it's a nice place it won't work (rent / size issues), so back to the drawing board again- it's getting worrying now because time is just running out

after my night with all the family issues I had a calmer night, but no sleep sadly.

I am feeling quite depressed today.

this morning I couldn't control my emotions for **** (it was really difficult), and now i'm just low.

lower as low can be

feel a little suicidal too