I'm in the same boat with finding a place to live. I *think* I found a place, but I have to go visit. All the other ones I saw online had terrible reviews about bugs, rats, etc.. Also terrible insulation, which drives up the cost of heating/cooling.

I hope you feel better soon, as I know you've been feeling down for a while

Sorry to hear about Tara's friend. That's just sh_tty.