Not a dark thought like usual.

This thought has been in my mind for days. I think it because I just enter the adulthood.

Have you ever feel that life is like big city? So many places to enter. Houses, stores, etc. Some are free to enter, some not. You can interpret these places as dream, opportunity, or purpose in life, whatever you want.

I don't have any destination or desire to enter any places. I only wandering on the road or sitting on bench; I'm stuck, observing people. Observing what they're doing, maybe I want to enter one place or follow one road the walk in.

I lost inside this big city. I have no destination, in a new city, and surrounded by things I never know before. I make a movement. I enter a place following some people until I lost interest, exit, and move to another.

I'm drifting now. I'm walking on this random road. Maybe it could lead me somewhere. Maybe I could found some place that I want to be in. Hoping that I could find someplace I could call home or the only road.