I am a writer and artist. Until I got diagnosed and treated for bipolar I didn't realize how much I relied on hypomania to "feel" creative. That was the only time I did anything. For example I'd sit on the sofa and write 30 pages of a story line going on in my head (handwritten) when I reread what I thought was masterpiece it was gibberish.
I have learned to approach my creativity in a whole new way. I don't wait to feel inspired. I just go in my studio, set out my brushes, squeeze out my paints and start painting. The creativity comes and 2 hours later I'm amazed at what happened on my canvas.
Same with writing. I sit down with my coffee, open my laptop and go to it.
I don't "feel" the same way I did about creativity that used to, but the quality of my work is much improved with a clear head.
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"Ask yourself whether the dream of heaven and greatness should be left waiting for us in our graves - or whether it should be ours here and now and on this earth.” Ayn Rand, Atlas Shrugged
Bipolar type 2 rapid cycling DX 2013 -
Seroquel 100
Celexa 20 mg
Xanax .5 mg prn
Modafanil 100 mg
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