(((((Everyone)))))

There's a silver lining to all this dark and cloudy stuff of life: I'm writing again so that's helping a bit.

MRI for right shoulder tomorrow. Don't expect anything bad, since even the X-ray I had showed that it healed up somehow. Had nerve block for the left side of my back last week. It seems to be doing fine.

I don't know why I feel like I have to be physically broken somehow. Maybe my childhood, I don't know.

I dropped my classes due to stress. I feel bad about that. It's like everything is standing still again. My husband is looking at dropping one of his because he can't keep up either. It seems so much has to be done all at once.

Other than that I'm just existing.