thankyou so much for all the support, I really appreciate you all so much.....I am in a dark place at the moment, my dad has to take me to therapy on Tuesday as I have a phobia about public transport, which is embarrasing at my age.....

Tony starts his new job on Monday, so I am going to be alone a lot in the day but no longer at night thank goodness......

I just dont adapt to big changes very well, I'm worried about stupid little things......

oh well, sure you/ve heard enough rubbish out of my mouth for one day

thanks for listening

Jin x