Well, I got worried that my T might be mad (after all the warnings that she may not have liked being asked that question). So I emailed again and asked. Her response is:
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Nope I'm not mad at you. Remember how well you have been doing and how I support and am proud of all of that!
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So everything is good between my T and I.
She's a strong woman. I once in the beginning told her that I didn't like her. She told me that it hurt her, but didn't stop her from working with me. And I'm sure me telling her my secret made her uncomfortable, and I told her it in person. I think she can handle this topic. She knew that ex-T and I talked a lot about love. She knows what ex-T said to me, and she knows that I love her (she handled that well imo). And we're going to talk about unconditional love at some point. So I don't think she was surprised, and I actually think she might be prepared.
I do appreciate the alternative perspectives. It's good to consider all possible outcomes. I need(ed) to be prepared for whatever happens.
For now, things are good. I'm glad I asked. I probably won't get the answer I'm hoping for, but at least I tried, and I won't sit here wondering "what if".