Since I have been having nightmares about my incidents, I have become very paraniod. And now everytime I go anywhere where there are people...I can hear him. It's like he is talking to me. But he is dead. And I am really freaking myself out. I have no more release, so I have gone back to hurting myself. It's like he is haunting me...not really emotionally but almost physically. I know this all sounds crazy. But the dreams haven't gone away yet and now this...i think im truely crazy now. And not knowing is killing me.