I made a “heavy” post in social chat. This is why I rarely talk, I’m not good with words

I say too much/say too little/have too much fur/too little fur.....

Grrrr me, I wish I could take that seroquel, it might quiet those thoughts for a while ......

(Allergic to all meds I’ve tried, and trying new meds now freaks me out )

I’ve “survived” without meds for a while now (only benzos)

I suppose I have to be more aggressive with the doctors . I really doubt their ability to help me whatever I say (uk) . I can be “assertive or aggressive” if needed with them, it doesn’t help. They don’t want to help, just throw meds at me )

It’s not their fault, it’s me, I’m ....

This is a boring post, I’m chasing my tale