I am leaving out tomorrow. That's a given. That's also not why we're all reading this.
I am going to stay at a safe place for a day, and then go elsewhere, possibly to a girl's place, a girl that I really like, who is also bipolar and usually manic, but has really hurt me by leading me on in the not too distant past. I feel like the only way to get over her is to hang out with her, without expectations of any sort, and let her personality drive me away on its own. People tend to do that to me.
There is also another woman, that I want to go meet in person, because she needs a hug. I don't want anything from her except a hug back. The part I'm not sure about is that I could get stuck there, as in stranded. I know I have enough gas to get there, but I don't think it's enough to get back and my manic self spent all my spare money already, but I could overdraft my bank account.
Advice appreciated. Be nice, but honest here please