Doctors kinda freak me out, too. Good ones are hard to come by. I lucked out on finding a really good main Pdoc, but this pdoc for the PHP (partial hospital program) was a total tool. I did not trust him. He made some smartass comments on me being Jewish (saw my necklaces) and that made me not want to speak with him. I told him that only my main #1 pdoc is authorized to adjust my meds and he's never to do so. I also told him that I didn't appreciate the comments and that my religion was NONE of his business. There are some real turds out in the mental health field!