those are very good points alex... i don't know... i have learned valuable things for sure. i guess you're right on this point about learning. It is just so tempting to try to get the things i want/need from scenarios here than to do it in a healthier way... easier right? but not why i am there. Damn. i hate logic.

ok, today is saturday, but not a day off for me. i have get the stuff done that i hid from all week. BLECH. i don't have as much time constraint over the day because of the lack of business hours.

so my plan: i can be here off and on today and tomorrow, up to a limit of a couple of hours. Then during the week it has to be night times, AFTER i accomplish some of my daily tasks. If this doesn't work then i'll restrict it even more.