So it’s october 11 and I’m feeling lonely. I haven’t lost any weight yet. And I’m 12 weeks from my birthday. I’m feeling depressed about missing out on another year of not having anyone to do Halloween stuff. I’m having thoughts that I’m going to be alone again for the holidays. Im trying to ground myself and take it a day at a time feeling is still there. Why do I have to live like this. I’m not asking for pity, just expressing my feelings and hopelessness.