I am not feeling too well. I'm fidgety and feel irritable. At least, tomorrow, I have a day off. So, I have no worries. I wish I had family here. I am all alone and have to do everything myself. Even when I just want to eat, I have to go shopping by myself or go out. At times I want to just stay in, but have to go out to do chores. If I let everything go to pot, nobody cares. Thus, I keep fighting to survive. I wish it was easier. But, it is not. I hate being ill and all alone. People I meet are through work. I don't mind them but want to keep my private life to myself. Who wants to hear about my illness? I also have a jerk as a boss now. He acts like he is the big chief and treats me badly. He thinks I'm desperate for work and pretends to give me more classes then makes excuses to not give me more classes. I hate his guts. He is a sadist. I am hoping to quit his school once I get other jobs elsewhere. For now I must bear and grin it. People like him deserve eternal hell. He does not want others to take over his job, I understand,but the way he acts is disgusting. I can't wait to quit this job. He makes me cringe when I see him. Of course, I don't say anything to his face or act strangely to him. But, if he wants me to grovel for a job, he can burn in hell for making me feel like crap. I don't need to teach his classes and will find some other classes somewhere else. I will just grin and bear it for now. Once I'm out of his sight, I will make sure his reputation is known. He seems to be the type of person to use whomever is in his path. He may have the upper hand now but one day I will make sure to get back to him. Boy, he makes my blood boil!!