I think our dreams are a window into our true feelings. When someone is a bully they are letting their demons not their angels manifest. I am glad this isn't presently happening. Most of the time, when I am dreaming about disturbing things, I am at the "tail end" of the crisis. I think dreams like this are part of the healing process when we are hurt, grieving, etc. Perhaps we are reenacting something we have been through in a subconscious way. One of the first things you talked about after joining PC was how you were attacked at the other forum. Bearguardian is right, our experiences from the past are never completely gone. Hugs.