I know hugs are very important. I don't really know if you are manic. But are you really sure you want to go on a one way trip, with no gas to get back, to a woman who hurt you in the past? And end up stranded there. All this for a hug?
I don't know if this is manic, but it does sound a bit illogical/Self destructive.
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