I need to clarify. The one way trip is to someone that I've never met, and didn't hurt me, but needs to see her kids and file papers to get them back or visitation at least. I'm not certain it's one way, because I might find work there. I can do construction work for a day or two and have enough gas money. I'll get money anyway but not until month. I'm not after anything there, just trying to help someone that desperately needs help and is surrounded by no help. The hugs would be my rewards. I'm after nothing more.
The other isn't a one way. She's the one that led me on before. She doesn't live very far away. My trust issues in myself are really screaming don't! My trust for her is nil, but I do want her as a friend. I think I need to see her to get it out of my system, to reassure that she's not for me.
Ain't this life thing all complex? At least my circuits need some debugging.