I love halloween. It's my favorite holiday!

Every year I wish there was a halloween party I could go to, but our babysitter goes out on halloween so there's no one to watch my kid at night. So my husband and I just watch zombie movies and drink red wine.

Do you have family you could hang out with? Or maybe you could go to a bar and just be around people? (But not drink and then drive.) You could look up things you could do. I agree with blue about maybe doing some sort of NAMI group so you could meet others who suffer the way we do.

I don't know if this will make you feel better, but I've been gaining weight since my med change. So I understand your weight gain/loss woes.

Hugs, boogie.