I recently spent three weeks inpatient after another overdose.

While I was there they did some (in my opinion) drastic med changes. They took me off lamictal and haldol and replaced them with trileptal and latuda.

Haldol completely killed my creativity.

Latuda hasn't at all. I've never felt more creative in all honesty. The problem I'm having is that these med changes are making me gain some serious weight. I've gained ten pounds in one month, without changing my eating habits at all.

I was thinking about asking to go back on haldol and lamictal.

What would you choose?

Thin and foggy and no creative feelings at all.

Or fat but really creative.