What's wrong with this picture? It's a real difficult thing to deal with, but you're going to have to find some new playmates. As long as you continue using, it just substantiates their feelings that "it's not that bad." They're just getting their hooks into you to make themselves feel better. That's a very tough fact to deal with; I hope you can handle severing ties becuase that's your primary hope. I lost many "friends" when I quit drinking & using, so I know how that works. Meth knows your name...& your weaknesses. Be careful.