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Originally Posted by shattered sanity
welcome to PC.
it's good to see you on here.
while no one here can diagnose you (none of us are professionals), what you say does make sense and does point towards did.
a lot of what you say, for example, relates to insiders in my system
(a system, being what you described as a control room with other rooms leading off it)
do you lose a lot of time?
a lot of the time with did, their is a lot of timeloss- well, naturally because of all the people taking over.
who knows about these voices? (or in did terms, insiders, parts, alters)
I hope you stick around the forums as we're a really friendly bunch who are here to support you.
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I loose time sometimes, like I'll come back and not know how I got to a place or if I did something or not. Once or twice when I've come back my phone screen and password were different. Tom said Emmett did it, and later he confessed, he is totally the type of person to play a little harmless prank on me (and everything was fine, the passcode was his name. idiot). Most of the time, though, I can reach back and talk to them, so someone (again, usually Mr. Responsible Tom) will fill me in.
I haven't actually told anyone about them. I've been gathering up the courage to tell my best friend, because he's really understanding, but I'm afraid he'll think I'm making it up or faking or something. Someday soon, He'll find out. I just hope it goes okay. I just recently moved, so I don't have a therapist anymore, but when i do and after a develop a relationship with them I'll tell them too.
Thanks so much for helping me out, though. I appreciate it.
(After I posted my first thing, Derek saw what I wrote about him and said "Wow, way to **** all over me." Ily buddy but you gotta admit you can be an asshole.)