I gave up on having a T when mine retired in 2014. I'm not very good at talking about how I feel. Like at all. I hate it, and I'm very insecure about it. Makes me so anxious. So I wasn't getting much out of therapy. I'm just now getting to where I might open up a little bit to my pdoc, and I've been seeing him for 6 years. He wants me to start seeing a T again, but I'm not so sure.