12 weeks. That was my motivation in the morning. 12 weeks till my birthday. 12 weeks till I transform my body. 12 weeks till I’m happy. 12 weeks till holidays. 12 weeks till I get to see my family for Xmas and hope they smile having me there. 12 weeks to prove to myself that I’m worth it and not a failure.

I can’t even stay motivated for 12 hours. How can I expect to do all this in 12 weeks. I’m trying a day at a time but can’t.