This will be my first time without a T in about 3 years. I've had 3 I didn't click well with I'm scared because I don't have the insight when I'm on either end of the spectrum. However they didn't seem to have the insight of my cycle either. My last T said our conversation seem circular. I wanted to yell yeah I'm bipolar. I was at best hypomanic last time I saw her. Her response was I wasn't exercising.