I have sad feelings because I am not quite happy with my life. I don't quite like my job. It's an office job and I studied photography. I like to move around, be stimulated intellectually and artistically, while my job is in an engineering department.. a paralegal job for a patent filing firm. I can't work in photography because I never worked in photography and it just never worked out. I need money and my job pays well. I try to do photograph on my own.. but it's expensive and I don't have a lot of time.
Also, I would like to have kids, but for now it doesn't work with my partner. Moreover, I lost this connection I had with him and I guess I just lost some of my emotional incense.
So I was just wondering how can I cope with my sad feelings. it's not quite depression but just sometimes some boredom, some anxious thoughts, some sadness.
I guess I have to somehow build a new person.
I have a journal. I also read books and do exercices in psychology. It helps.
I don't know, maybe there is something more I could do.