I am relieved in a way I did not get the full-time job. They required really long hours and a lot of traveling. I just wanted to see if I could do it. But, now I am happy with what I have. I will think of things to do in my downtime. The money was ok but am already used to a frugal lifestyle. I will be ok for now. Life is not bad!! I am always easily tired and need to sleep a lot. I was wondering how I was going to do a full-time job. I feel pretty good about my life. May be I will think of starting a business,instead of always looking to be hired. I don't know what I will do. At my age, it is hard to get hired. I must be realistic about my options and maximize what I have now. I am just happy to be healthy and not be too stressed. I saved enough money to carry me through this period. I will be fine.