Another day sober (a good thing). I've not been to an AA meeting in weeks now becuase I've been fighting a bout of agoraphobia. I made an appointment to go out to lunch with a good friend from AA, but when I take these prolonged absences from meetings (they happen a few times a year), I always worry that people will think I went back out. The problem today is the agoraphobia...I'm pretty sure my friend won't think anything is wrong. I've been in contact with him by text (I don't answer the phone when I get like this), but haven't seen him in over a month. I'm afraid I'll have a panic attack or get paranoid.