Im sorry for acting like im angry. Im just scared i wont be accepted. This school is my last hope. Its like my mind is preparing for future stress or something.

I just need to be thankful that my chest pain is getting better and that im not under a severe amount of stress right now. This month seems to be a lot better than the past few months. Im just happy about that. Yea no month is without challenges, but it seems better. Not trying to jinx it tho, you know. I still got a lot to do before the year ends.