Upped my Lamictal to 75 mg today. Still depressed. Bf is at work, second day of his new job. He said his first day went okay. He is very excited about working, to make money and come to see me. He told me that last year around this time I was depressed too. We haven't dated on October last year and I disappeared from him for a while due to depression.

Did my nails, I find it calming somehow. I love the process of coloring the nails. I love the colors. Brighten up my gloomy world. So yeah I'm depressed but feel calmed if that even make sense.

Been watching YouTube videos about grammars and pronunciation lately, my oral English is way worse than my written.