**sigh** My mood is good, my state of mind is good. But my cognition is still suffering. I guess I have to realize the two of them are separate things and don't always go hand in hand with each other.

I'm trying to work on all this budgeting, plan making, working out details, and it's soooo hard for me to think coherently doing this stuff. I used to be really good at working these things out and it didn't drain my mind like it does now.