Hi Emma,

That's a really pretty name.

Can I ask how old you are? I am just curious because I see similarities between us.

What kind of a journal do you have? I was able to learn how to be happy once I started a bullet journal and began writing down the gratitude, beauty and humor in each day. It totally transformed my life. I wrote about it on my blog if you're interested - This is the link

I used to feel a lot the way it sounds like you feel. Like there was nothing especially bad about my life, but it never felt good. I never felt like I was actually happy.

But I am now. I'm really happy now. And excited about life. And when I fixed that, I fell back in love with my boyfriend, and now he's really happy too.

I found that it was my thought patterns that kept me from being happy. And once I identified them and redirected myself, life got really good. So don't lose hope