I'm scared.

Meth helps me forget everything. Life.. Happiness blanket covers me. In the end, I have no experience to grow naturally.

Psychedelics like LSD and shrooms make me face my fear. Only to make me slip deeper into the unknown.

I feel... What do I feel? I don't know anymore. I never did.

Time pases by and I end up scarred by the lack of experience to deal with things.

The lure to go back to the drugs is high.. Because when I do the drug.. I never really feel high. I feel numb.

In the end, the anxiety is too much, making me numb anyways but with added anxiety.