I lashed out at my son. I hate when I do that. It’s not his fault I’m stressed. I’ve gotten zero work done on my project because I’m too exhausted to do anything. I think it might also be the change in seasons. Maybe mild depression. I don’t know. I’m too tired to think about it.

There’s only one other gastroenterologist in my area that takes my insurance. I’m going to call tomorrow to see if I can get in sooner than January. I don’t want to be in pain for three more months. My abdominal ultrasound was normal, which is good I guess.