Hmm. I don't know. If he wanted, he would say. I don't think he's trying to hide his feelings.

But... When I said him "I love you" not long ago, he said "I can't use the word "love" with you". But today he said "I love you". I literally died.

So... I don't know. What does he feel? Do I have any chance for a hug?? I think my "desire" for a hug is only my problem. He doesn't have to hug me. I'm confused :/