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Originally Posted by captgut
Yes, it's solely because I don't deserve him. Tbh I want to cancel... But I want to get some feedback. My second present was... Well... He always said he would like to read this psychotherapy forum, but he doesn't know English. So... I've translated something... And made a book for him. About 200 pages. Don't worry - no names, no nicknames, no personal info. Just a book about psychotherapy... Based on this forum.
And I want to hug him. But he won't hug me anyway. Aaaarrrrggh
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I don't think therapy has anything to do with deserving it. Every human being has their own problems that are worthy of care and compassion and therefore is deserving of therapy if they so desire it. If your therapist has offered to see you weekly, he obviously has the time and willingness to see you weekly. I can tell from your posts here that you are in pain. I'm sure your T can also see how much pain you are in and he cares about you and wants to help relieve your burden. For me, I have trouble accepting care from other people. I wonder if you have the same issue. I think you might feel better overall if you had more face time with your therapist to share your pain with him. I wish you would reconsider going weekly.
