Don't beat yourself up about it! [emoji4] from your posts I understand you're going through a tough time! Try not to be unkind to yourself and make yourself feel like you couldn't be enough! You're doing the best you can *hugs*

More opportunities will come up and you can always let them know that they can get in touch with you if they have any future plans that you can get involved with [emoji106]

Look after yourself!! And your doggy of course xxx