It took a long time to find my significant other...partly or mainly because I wasn't looking for one. But as far as dating I was either the *party girl* or a *real downer*. The one guy I fell in love with couldn't stand my ups and downs and never knowing who I was going to be from day to day...that still hurts deeply and sometimes the memory triggers a deep depression. But a guy came along when I was 24yrs and we've been together for 37 years! It's not a perfect relationship...he doesn't get MI or meds...but he sticks with me...he loves me I know but there's just no passion on my part.