I will find a way to express myself. I refuse to conform to a society that wants to dictate how one must act and look. I have always been a rebel in the heart and mind, and whenever I try to conform to other's expectations, I make myself miserable and bad things happen. So I will find a way to do this. I have one go at life that I know for sure exists, and I best live it the way I want to while I have that chance.