Actually, we got A new HR manager this week. We used to get along well when she was just a regular employee, I'm not sure how she is as a part of mangament.
These past few days have been ok. Not great but ok. My boss sent a group text to all of us. So I see that as a good sign, that she at least considers me part of the team. She could of just sent it to my other coworkers and they could of told me.
She threw a box towards me and it hit my leg. She said "good catch" though, so I knew she was not being malicious.
I was physically and mentally exhausted on Thursday from doing something completely different then I'm used to and I was off the schedule on Friday. I was pretty pissed all day at work and I did want to go on a field trip with my group, so I said I wasn't available if she needed me on Friday.
At first, this job was great and I did everything I could possibly think of to stand out and do everything right.
Now I have the mindset of: "fire me, I dare you."
I try not to show these emotions though.
So everytime a week of work goes ok, I try to just ignore her.
I am focused right now on learning how to drive so I could look for jobs that are further away. Right now I can only stick to two towns.
By the way, she sort of snapped at me on Thursday and I said "I'm only trying to help." And she backed off after that.
I agree with everyone that I should try sticking up for myself in a gentle way.
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