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Originally Posted by anais_anais
I am very much against it because of how it's affected me in the past. L was suggesting today that I should find a psychiatrist willing to try pediatric dosages with me. I think this sounds like too much trouble. And as I feared, we spent the whole time talking about the medication. And how I should get outside. I spend a lot of time outside already.
Just being here with me is the most helpful thing, I think.
Today L was telling me due to my financial situation I should probably consider choosing to work with either her or M exclusively. Ordinarily this would have upset me a lot because I use them as a team but.... today, M was such an obvious choice. It's like L is totally checked out and moved away already. Doesn't remember basic info. I feel so abandoned.
Sorry. I am ranting. But there's no one in my life to talk to.
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I'm sorry she's checked out and said that to you. I have spent the day being professionally pissed, so I will add L to my list of recipients.
I totally get the medication aversion, especially if you have severe dissociation of the kind where there are physical/biological changes with switches.