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Old Oct 14, 2017, 12:14 AM
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Originally Posted by NP_Complete View Post
I feel so alone. And like there's no hope for the future. I'm in a hotel which is not where I want to be. My husband's plea or trial is coming up in the next couple of weeks. I don't know what I want to happen to him. If he goes to trial, I will have to testify which seems terrifying. I may be given the opportunity to make a victim's statement but I have no idea what I'd say. I've not been eating because it helps to drown out the negative thoughts. Before that I was binge eating. I've started self harming. My therapist is now on vacation with no backup/no contact with him because he's out of country and he deserves a break anyway. I have no friends. I only have my group therapy ladies and they're not always available to talk to. I feel like I'm completely losing it. All these memories of his abuse keep resurfacing and I can't handle all of that at once. I'm a mess right now. I need more help than I'm getting.
You do deserve help. Can you call another crisis line? Or maybe it's better to take a nap?
When is your t coming back?
Thanks for this!
Anonymous45127, CantExplain