Jesslyn,

I've relapsed on alcohol more times than I can count, and each time came back and started over. You can start over too. Now. I've heard meth is really hard to quit, especially if you're still around users who are offering it to you. Can you get those people out of your life - enlist your GF's help. She sounds like she wants you clean. Go to NA - it may not be entirely your thing, but you'll find people who have been what you're going through, and survived. You may even make some new clean friends.

From your avatar - I'm assuming it's your picture - you look young. You still have your whole life ahead of you. Don't let it be ruined by drugs.

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