I'm just searching for answers. My pdoc has brought up I have schizoid traits, but I don't think it fits me. I can see how I could appear that way though. I will also mention I have bipolar and GAD.

The thing is I avoid people because I feel so socially inept and so down on myself that no one could possibly like me. I hate compliments because they sound insincere because there is no way there is anything good about me. I constantly feel like people dislike me. I don't have friends or a significant other and pretty much avoid doing anything other than spending time with family.

I work as a manager, which I feel I suck at. I'd much rather keep to myself because people constantly tell me I'm not doing good enough. I don't like confronting people, so my employees kind of get away with a lot. It's like a personal hell of trying to always make everyone happy.

I think I might being this all up when I see my pdoc next. I just think I have a personality thing going on that complicates things beyond my bipolar and GAD by making things worse.