I looked at my other threads. Only the earliest ones were about obsessing over coworkers. And I didn’t even look up to Carla from McDonald’s. I just wanted her to stop being mean to me. She’ll even seek me out to be rude and nothing was done bc she’s related to the GM. I did look up to a few managers at McDonald’s, but they turned on me bc I didn’t wanna put up with Carla’s rudeness towards me. I’m pretty sure if Carla never hurt me, these mgrs would eventually reject me for looking up to them. That was what made me mad.

I went on to be successfully employed at my other job. Sure she made me quit after 3.5 years, but she also let me come back and now I’m approaching 5 years this coming January.