Split image it's cool how you just come outta nowhere it's expecting the unexpected in some ways.

You talked about cravings as though you want them to go away as an person with alcoholism whose sober I don't think they truly go away to be honest. it's like being so long drinking my emotions away in a bottle it's like now I am suffering consequences through psychosis.

I spent 18 years of my life drinking all my teen years right until I was 31 years old...I watch as others in my family that cannot go a day without drinking something it's like somehow it's been made socially acceptable to get drunk all the time.

Yet some how it's like if I drink it's unacceptable but if they drink it's acceptable a total double standard. And they are mean people when they are drinking and to be honest I don't really think I want to be like them.

I don't know...I just know that I am facing so many health problems since I stopped then when I started it's difficult to deal with!

Anyways you can do this!!!