I've been doing some thinking this morning, as I frequently do. I think I may be dealing with situational depression and not the bipolar train ride from hell. I think I need to address the possibility of avoidant personality disorder with my pdoc. Plus I've been really bored. Today I think I will focus on thinking my way out of this and doing things to make myself feel better. If it I feel better, then it's situational and not clinical. Boy, having mental issues is so much fun.