I slept for two days straight then woke up today to go to a bar. But, the bar was closed!! hahahaaha I am glad I went out and got some fresh air. I also turned down the man who has bipolar. He wanted sex. Sex even though he has erectile dysfunction. I have another man who I like having sex with so I decided to stay with this man, instead of the man with bipolar. I don't like being used for just sex but the bipolar man thinks of me as a sex buddy. I liked talking to him but realized the sex was not great and just want to be friends with him. He is not happy but this is reality. I feel bad for him because I think he believes that we are both bipolar that we should connect. May be so for some, but not for me. I asked him if I could go to his place and he said no. Well, why not? He is still married and does not want me near his place. Well, then I am not sorry about not wanting to be with him. He is hurting his wife although they are separated and he is just using me for sex. He is getting what he deserves. This is hard for him but for me life goes on. I will not worry about him because he wants to remain married yet fool around with others. He has major problems besides his erectile dysfunction. He needs to address these before he can find anybody who will like him. He may be bipolar but this is no excuse for hurting others in his life. I find it hard to accept him as he is. This is the reason I really don't care for him. He should realize this. But, I'm not going to tell him unless he asks for the real reason I don't particularly like him. He is a grown man and should know that his actions speak louder than his words. He is nice to talk with but is not anybody I can trust. I should also realize he is still married even though he is separated and should just stay away from him. I think I will. I'm glad I turned him down for sex. May be he will leave me alone for good. This would be good for me!! I do like the other man anyways. So, I'm not unhappy one bit about this whole situation. I'm just tired of it.